Thursday, July 30, 2009
Mood: Moody.

was all well and happy in the morning.
getting pissed with the passing hours.
don't ask me why.
fking blogger can't upload pic.
somehow the toolbar's back.
currently defragmenting my computer.
somehow if it's done,
maybe TR will run more smoothly.
no entertainment for today's post.
just some lame rants.
not i can't even edit font size ._.
forgot the HTML code for it.
drats.
how i hated myself for all these.drawing people into my self-centered world.being selfish all the time, i always wish others will be worried.worrying that i'm all fine, returning to my cheerful side.giving off a bad vibe when i'm in 'dark' mode,i seriously think i should change.this jealousy, enviousness.i hate it all.i can't change it.not my past, current state.but, i will try. i will try my best to improve. my attitude and everything.for the future, i'll destroy everything.the things people hate,the relation friends share,the bonds between the friendships.i wish i know the way,the way to solve it all.sorry to all,who worried for me, got angered by me.my apologies to all my foolishness in the past.zen bu to kirai da.sekai no buchikowasu-